Three more days. Three more days till we say goodbye to our big beautiful home forever. It was just this past January that we made the decision to downsize and now the time has actually come. We have sold out home and downsizing to a small urban apartment. We are 90% packed and now it’s more or less waiting around until the movers come. I can’t seem to get anything done work wise. It is almost soul crushing to be in the house this last week with everything packed up for the move. I fluctuate between depression and anxiety about leaving and excitement and optimism about what lies ahead. Today it is cold and rainy and I am feeling somewhat melancholy that our house will soon no longer be ours. My once overflowing bookcase now is empty and ready for a new life.

gray painted bookcase with orange back

My studio is striped of it’s beautiful window treatments, my two work tables and all of my design library.

empty work space ready for downsizing moveI am sure for everyone who has ever gone through a major downsizing it is equally as conflicted . I honestly didn’t think I would be this emotional, after all it was my idea to downsize. I think it’s not so much about selling the house but the fact that this long chapter of our parenting life is over. Our kids are grown and living on their own and never again will we have the big beautiful family home. I know new and exciting things are ahead but there is still a sadness to moving on and letting go of so many once treasured possessions and memories. I know it’s just “stuff” but it’s the memories behind the stuff that makes it hard to let go. Bottom line, downsizing is emotional and anyone that tells you it’s not, is lying.

Our dining room which had so many happy family dinners is now filled with boxes ready to go. The memories are still there but having to see it all stripped bare is tough.

moving boxes piled high ready for movers

I will be taking some time off next week from blogging in order to get settled in our new apartment.  I hope to report back that all this stress of downsizing and all the sadness of purging and letting go of so many our possessions was all worth it. I’m looking forward to walking down the street to get a cup of coffee and sitting outside at a local restaurant with a Summer cocktail. I’m looking forward to feeling free and I’m looking forward to living with less but doing more living.

For all of you who have told me you are planning to downsize within the next couple of years, I have one word of advice..Start now! In hind sight we needed six more months…more about that later. In the mean time, I wish all my US friends a great long weekend. I’ll be spending the weekend doing my best to make our new little white box a home. Follow me on IG for photo updates.

Linda Holt | Interior Designer & iPhone Coach

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